from reasoning kenyan

This is for the restless heart,
for it has become hard of hearing,
or deaf it pretends.

Listen you four chambered imp,
why dont you listen!!
Am tired of you, and your pretensions..NKT!!

whatever you seek, exists no more,
those dreams you harbour are but that
that beauty deeper than skin is a mirage,
a thing of yore.

So why ,
why,
Cant you be happy,
or even just indifferent?
Why do you look on coldly, why..
why do you always accuse of doing wrong?

The eyes have looked,
many a beauty they have beheld..
the loins have stirred, even been enveloped..
in a sweet warm wetness..
even when the game is entertaining,
with disdain you look on..

Am telling you today..
learn to make do,
and shove your ambitions to hell,
for what you seek is unattainable.
.too far removed from reality

You seek to embrace another,
an eternal embrace,that burns.with love,
but love died,
I was at her burial..
all that remains is her ghost..
ghosts are to be feared
not hunted
lest they haunt..

Evolution..evolve you ignorant prick,
Convenience is in vogue,
and am fashionable
Take it..and smile..
I am modern..infact post modern
but you..
you are still a cave man,
before even fire..was you..
how come you never grow up?

Why do you say no..
when the body is happy,
the loins up and dancing,
the brain excited..
yet sad you are
what the hell do you want?
last warning..behave…behave!.

Am tempted to disown you,
into sound proof cave lock you,
to forget your incessant nagging,
like Ruto you will never settle,
a rebel without cause..

Quiet now..
you might give me indigestion..
And money to make awaits..
And please..next time just go with it..HUH!
I dont care what you feel or think..and you cant think..
spare me what you feel..
you can even hang yourself..
Even kids do it when they cant pass a stinking exam.
AHH wacha za ovyo!!